ALL THE CONTENT OF THIS AND THE FOLLOWING POSTS IS PURELY PERTAINING TO MY LIFE AND MY WAY OF THINKING TOWARDS IT…NO HARD FEELINGS WHATSOEVER TOWARDS ANYONE
I wake up every morning with a hope that my day ahead would be the way I dream it can be….
Do I dream ???? ya I do 🙂
I dream of a day when i am free to interact with my faculty to talk of the subject,
I dream of a day i can voice my opinions against the so called “politics at work place”
I dream of a day i can be a part of something called a “research project” to invent a device that can judge if a member of the faculty is acting his or her place or they really do deserve it….
I dream to be a HUMAN….
well you could be thinking what’s with this lady talking like a rebel ….ya i wish i was a rebel from the start…
I wish i was a brat who din respect their teachers and parents….
I wish i was indiscipined….
I wish i din give a damn if anyone was in troubles or hurt….
MAY BE I WAS WRONG ….
I was always taught and brought up with these kinda things in my life….
My parents still stick to it…. 🙂 ( I hate them for that)
“BE prepared for the tough things in life, so tht u cud face them in the eye and say u can’t take me down with u ”
“Respect ur teachers, they r the GOD for u when u wanna b something in ur life, they teach u what life has taught them”
I tried living by these words …… I still believe in them…. may be some day i will get my answers….
but sometimes questions like this do pop up in my confused head….
Why is this all happening to me?
I never misbehaved!
How is it that such highly educated and elderly people act so inhumanly and insensitive towards a 20 year old rather than help me??
May be I will have to wait for my day….
but I do sometimes realise and feel…..
Living life like a human has got nothing to do with being educated or scholarly….
Itz just the sense of dignity and the true spirit of being humans makes the likes of mother teresa, baba amte or the less known good samaritans around us daily….
May b am not the only one….(refer to the March 11th issue page of THE HINDU’s city edition)….I was lucky… I wasnt harassed by the seniors neither by some psycho for some absurd reasons…here were the people whom I trusted revered and looked up the most to…WOMEN who were driven by I dunno what I could call…. EGOISM,COMPLEXITY( i wudn’t use the term had it not been told to me by a senior member of the management…) , hunger for saddistic politics( my seniors told me this:) )
OMG!!!! I thought, gimme a break… am only a 20 year old…. whtz all this against me….
every morning I wish I wud go to my study place with a open heart and see towards these so called ” scholars” with the same dignity and respect that i used to give them before….
I somehow seem not to be abe to do it… May b GOD will gimme the strength….
the days go by for me with a hope that I will see better days in my workplace…..
May b itz just the words of my friend’s grandma tht ring in my years every time am frustrated ….
“There is Lord Srimannarayana looking upon all this and he wont deny justice to u ….”
I have an instant smile on my face everytime I remember this cute and “scholarly” 70 year old’s expression on the wrinkle filled face…
I know HE’s watching….HE’ ll rescue me…..May b…. I Wish ….I Dream